this summer sucks grape popsicles.

The summer hasn't even hit the half way mark, bit I'm already declaring this to be the worst summer of my life. I know I'm not helping, but it just sucks. I'm at home all the time.. doing nothing. I don't see any of my friends. Doesn't help that I do not possess any money to even go places. All these lazy days are affecting my sanity. If anything, I wish I could go to the gym. I feel so.. fat! Okay, I don't feel fat.. I am fat. It's pretty evident. I wish this summer was as good as last year. I wish I still had my job. I'm so mad that I let things go this far. This summer just needs to end.. I don't care that that means school. Anything to get me into some kind of productive nature. Shit.